Bad grades

I just got my report card and my grades are very bad.. I'm so shy, everybody talking about my bad grades. It's so embarrassing.. I really hate my self and all of it. aaaaaaaaaarggghhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I want to scream as loud as I can. But, I just realized that I don't have to hate my self, I can change my self become a smart young girl again... WILD SPIRIT!!!!