Back From The Death

Hey hey hey... I'm back. Sorry I never post a new posting for a while. that's because I'm very busy lately because I'm in 9 grade now so I have to focus to my study. And have many test lately.  But now I'm back and will post a fashion tips just wait for it !

Dear Diary,

When I'm around the examination a lot thing I kept it in my heart... But now I'm gonna spit it out...

So, when I'm had the exam, half of my class move with the junior...  And I sat with a junior boy that very tall like a Sauroposeison, for your information that is the tallest dino.. But that's no what I'm exciting about. Every examination my crush since 7th grade named "blalala"  is sat behind me. He has that cute little wrinkle when he laugh. At first I'm not really like him it just for kidding but now I think I'm falling in love with. Don't tell anyone about okay ;)

Tonight I'm Getting Offer HIM!!!

HEY..... Remember my mega ultra bla bla la crush ? Ya, he's not my crush anymore... He's too self confidence. I hate that kind of guy. So, bye bye boy.......

Happy Birthday

Happy birthday to me!!!!!!!!!! Yay to the me, Yay me!!!! It's my birthday!!!! yay me yay me yay me. Okay stop. I'm gonna stop do over excited thing. But it's so excited!!!! Okay I'm gonna stop now I mean it! So, from today I'm gonna in Adult zone. Because now I'm 13 years old!!! So, if I bought airplane ticket it's gonna be adult airplane ticket!! But sadly from now on I can't enter kids play zone. Damn, I love that zone. And because it's my birthday... I made this fashion mix and match dress. In this picture there's three different dress. There's cute chic dress (blue pink with ribbon dress), there's BAM!! dress (pink dress), and there's elegant dress (blue hi-lo dress). So it's up to you wich one you wanna wear.!!! And by the way I didn't get any present. I'm out of here.

Happy Birthday by nadya-yasmin featuring a pink dress

JUST Friend or The CRUSH ?

Still remember Mr.WOW and Mr.Humble ? no? read my last post if you forget :)  So, since Mr.WOW show up, Mr.Humble never do tennis practice anymore. One day Mr.Humble came to the practice, but in that day Mr.WOW didn't come. It's like if Mr.WOW come Mr.Humble not, and the opposite. Well, if I have to choose, I'm gonna choose Mr.Humble because his a friend that I can talk to and beside that, his gonna be the main character, in "bestfriend love bestfriend" part. How about Mr.WOW ? Let's see... hmmm our longest conversation is about 10 second :)

My New Extra Mega Ultra Combo Sexy Crush

Did I ever told you about my new crush ? no? okay. So, I got a crush on somebody he's so really extra mega ultra alpha combo fucking HOT !! Let's call him Mr.WOW because he is extremely wow. I met him in my tennis club, He got muscle in his hand and feet so damn SEXY ! But, Y there's always but in this crush conversation? So get back to but not butt, BUT ! He's got a girlfriend aarrgghh so suck! Y can I just point at someone, said his mine, and then every girl back off. In my tennis club I have my own gang the members are me, my brother, and my brother's friend (call him Mr. Humble). Every tennis practice we always hanging out together, I really rare do a girl talk there, wait the minute I even never do a girl talk there. We made the gang very long time ago before The Mr.WOW came. And then one day Mr. WOW came with his mohawk hair, after that I kind a know his face from somewhere, I tried to remembered and the YEEEESS I know !! his my senior I ever fight with his and I mean the real fight you know punch kick and everything. Mr. Humble was greeted Mr. WOW, he know him?  But I can saw in their eyes that they didn't like each other, at first I just assume Mr. WOW as somebody that I know. And then things start change when he smile at me, my heart just skips a beat very fast when I his eyes that sparkling like a glitter, his white and nice teeth, his warm sexy smile EXTRA COMBO WOW ! I crush him stay back girl his mine. In that time I didn't know that he has a girlfriend. It turns out our gym class in our school is on the same time, and then I asked his name to my friend after that one of my friend said that he has a girlfriend turns out his girlfriend is one of my nice friend Y Y Y?! She's so cute she got long eyelashes  Damn it I'm so jealous !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Turning Table

Do you still remember my gangster crush ? Well, I just start a war with him... it's started in the last day of school, He kick me and then He start yelled at me so I run and in front of school, I yelled at him and he said that if I'm not a girl he already punch me. I really want to punch him that time but suddenly my principal is coming so I just leave him and go to my friends. If you wondering why this post entittle Turning Table, that's because first we're just have fun making fun together but now it seems we're in the cold war, I hope I'll save in this war ! And in the first lyrics of Turning Table-Adele is close enough to start a war, and that's almost explain my problem so this is Turning Table enjoy!!

Close enough to start a war
All that I have is on the floor
God only knows what we're fighting for
All that I say, you always say more

I can't keep up with your turning tables
Under your thumb I can't breathe

So, I won't let you close enough to hurt me
No, I won't rescue you to just desert me
I can't give you the heart you think you gave me
It's time to say goodbye to turning tables
To turning tables

Under haunted skies I see you (ooh)
Where love is lost your ghost is found
I braved a hundred storms to leave you
As hard as you try, no, I will never be knocked down, whoa

I can't keep up with your turning tables
Under your thumb I can't breathe

So, I won't let you close enough to hurt me,
No, I won't rescue you to just desert me
I can't give you the heart you think you gave me
It's time to say goodbye to turning tables
Turning tables

Next time I'll be braver
I'll be my own savior
When the thunder calls for me
Next time I'll be braver
I'll be my own savior
Standing on my own two feet

I won't let you close enough to hurt me,
No, I won't rescue you to just desert me
I can't give you the heart you think you gave me
It's time to say goodbye to turning tables
To turning tables
Turning tables, yeah
Turning, oh

Hell Girl

I got crush on someone, his cute, charming, and kind bad boy. Usually if I find out my crush is a bad boy I will hate him, but it's diffrent with him. I know him from the gang who always interupt me, his one of them and because I often see him I got crush on him, it's the only factor I like him. But, it seems it wouldn't work because there's one girl who told him that I got crush on him, so our relationship from the enemies become awkward strangers.... Damn it! I hate that awkward "I know you like me" relationship! And the most I hate that hell girl! She always destroy my relationship! with Mr.blank and every body who's like me! aaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrggggggghhhhhh!!!!

The Queen of Ice

There's a guy in my classroom and i think his kinda crush at me or something his always looking at me in the class, I think it's so awkward. I know he want to ask "the sentence" (will you be my girlfriend?), I really hate that sentence. so, every time he want to ask "the sentence" I run and do something silly. I know it's sounds so stupid, but I dont want to hurt him, I just want to be his friend, and if I say no when he ask "the sentence" his gonna be hurt, I know that feeling when that stupid boy named Mr.Blank treat me like a stranger it so hurt, and every guy who crush at me, I always reject them and then they ignore me.. Why is no body understand what I want? I dont like them and I have to love them?! and then they called me the queen of ice?! it's so unfair ! Sorry, back to the guy in my classroom, I felt so wrong do this to him I just want to be his friend...
Damn!!

Lately..

So.. lately, I really want to punch every people that I meet. They all so annoying. Their judgement so suck, the way they see us, their insult, and many more.. see ?! that's why I prefer to be a loner... It felt so good to be a loner (I'm not suggest you to bea loner).. My new rule is "I hate every body".. I know, it's sounds so desperate

True Love

True love is only true when feeling is mutual. Yet, it need not be expressed in words. When love is true, you just feel it. True love isn't found, it's build.

Quotes: "You don't need find your true love cause true love will find you"
             "True love never force"- Papa, The Shack, William P. Young

Loner

So.. Lately I kinda being a person who avoid people like I prefers to be alone. I hate people they always bothering me, comment what I'm doing, judge me, insulting me, and blah blah blah...! it seems that I'm officially and verified a loner now

Bad grades

I just got my report card and my grades are very bad.. I'm so shy, everybody talking about my bad grades. It's so embarrassing.. I really hate my self and all of it. aaaaaaaaaarggghhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I want to scream as loud as I can. But, I just realized that I don't have to hate my self, I can change my self become a smart young girl again... WILD SPIRIT!!!!

I can...

I can see you if you're not with me..
I can say to my self if you're okay..
I can feel you if you're not with me..
I can reach you my self, You show me the way...

Phone

*phone vibrates* *runs up stairs* *fights Naruto* *fights Pikachu* *stealths ninja style* *grabs phone* "darn it's not you :'("

Who I am

Look at me.. You may think this is who I really am or not.. But you never know me.. Even me doesn't know who I'm. I always think that I was beautiful super hero that have invisibility power so there's no people that can see me, my beautiful face, my cool atitude, and my cold feeling. But, I'm not super hero. I'm just me young beautiful cold mysterious girl. I'm not @Taylorswift13 or @JustinBieber or @SelenaGomez. I'm just @Nadya_Yasmin a spectacular girl and never be an ordinary girl..

Congrats !

Guess what.. Okay I'll tell you :). eeerr I got A on my report !!! Yay me!!!! High Five guys ! I'll tell you my step to get A on my report,
- I won't do it
- I can't do it
- I want do it
- How do I do it ?
- I'll try to do it
- I can do it
- I will do it
- Yes, I did it

Simple step hah ? Don't forget to try it, You can do it on your on way too .

I'm Back From The Death

Longtime no see.. You know, the most painful thing in life is losing yourself in the process of valuing someone too much and forgeting that you are more special..

#May Wish

I just want to make  pretty things even if nobody cares and I will laugh everyday... Oh yes I hope I still can brathe for you ......

Devil or Angel

I hate those people who judge me on everything I do... Before you judge me make sure that you are perfect! And now all I need to do is revenge or wait for karma do their job..